A letter from Oct 26, 2025

OK SO MY DEAR ******* , I KNOW 2025 WAS A LOOOOT , AND TRUST ME AT THIS POINT NOTHING REALLY SURPRISE ME ANYMORE , BUT ,BUT BUT THINGS MIGHT CHANGE ,MYB THERE WILL BE THINGS THAT ACTUALLY SURPRISE ME.CZ U KNOW NEW YEAR NEW **** NEW SURPRISE BUT WE HAVE TO BE SANE , I KNOW SOMETIMES ITS HARD BUT U CAN DO IT ,U ALWAYS DOSE BUT LATELY ITS ALL KINDA FEELS NOTHING BUT THIS PHASE MAY GO AWAY ,LIKE RIGHT NOW IM WRITING THIS WITH MY OWN LAPTOP ,CAN YOU BELIVE IT ??? AND U MIGHT WONDER WHY THE HELL THERE IS NO EMOJI IN THIS LETTER ,SO THERES 2 THINGS --1-YOUR GIRL DOESNT REALLY USE EMOJI THAT MUCH NOW (SHOKING ,I KNOW) AND 2-- I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO USE EMOJI IN THIS THING , AND I HOPE BY THE TIME U GOT THIS LETTER I LEARN THAT . AND I ACTUALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IM WRITING BUT I WAS JUST CHEKING U KNOW THAT HOW MANY LETTER IHAVE WROTE TILL NOW ,AND I SAW IM NOT GETTING ANY LETTER ON MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR ,SO I THOUGT Y NOT WRITE ONE ,SO YEAH MANYYYY MANNYYY HAPPPYYY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF .... ALWAYS BE FOCUS ON KEEPING OURSELF SANE AND HAPPY SOMETIMES ( CZ COME ON ,NO ONE CAN BE HAPPY ALWAYS ) SOOO DID U GVAE ANYTHING TO US AS A GIFT ? I HOPE U DID ...AND WHAT IS YOUR FINANCIAL CONDITION NOW , I HOPE WE R NOT BROKE ANYMORE , OH DID YOU PUT THOSE MIRROR AND THE CABINET WE WANTED ?? AND HOW DID THIS WINTER WAS ?? LIKE CUDDELY COLD OR BAD COLD (LIKE LAST YEAR ) AND I DONT KNOW ACTUALLY WHAT TO ASK YOU JUST BE SANE AND HAPPY AND HEALTHY ...... OW OW OW HOW MANY SUNRISE DID WE WATCH FROM THE DRWAINGS ROOMS WINDOW ???? I HOPE WE WENT TO MORNING WALK IN COLD MORNINGS ......