A letter from Oct 24, 2025

Dear FutureMe, My 26 year old me:) Hello, 26 year old Ave. For our Birthday this year I don't expect any material things like Gifts, surprises or someone to show up even our Friends and Best friends, kahit nga sa Legion of Mary Family hindi ako nagexpect ng anything but I'll wait and demand at least a greetings from them. But surprisingly they greet me at 12 in the morning, ganun din si Ashley, I woke up at 4:30am to cry happily because of their effort, they stay up late and type a greetings for me?!?!?! for me?!?!?! they even told and show to their greeting how grateful the are because they meet me and know me, ganun rin si Ashley, we know how we doubt ourselves kung nagiging masama na ba tayong Ate sa kanya and winiwish n'ya na sana hindi tayo ang Ate n'ya pero naramdaman ko na hindi ganun ang nararamdaman n'ya, na mahal n'ya tayo bilang Ate n'ya, I hope you'll be a better Ate to her more ok?. Be the Ate you wish you'll have. My day went so well, I go to church and ask for a blessing to Fr. Gino na actually at first ayaw ko kasi nahihiya ako at baka malate na rin si Papa, pero dahil aa ilang mga kasamahan ay nakapagpa-bless ako kay Father and additional nag-alay ako ng Hostya na lagi kong gustong gawin at nangyari yun sa mismong Birthday natin and si Papa nagpamisa pala for us Hahaha hindi ko alam, Thank you Papa. Hug, Kisses, and Greetings that's what I received the whole day lalo na after Mass. After nun nag-almusal lang ako ng paborito nating Sopas and say na yun na ang handa ko, ok na tayo dun alam mo yan, I'm happy kahit yun lang. I clean tha house at the afternoon, at 5:00 in the afternoon nagpunta na ko ulit sa Simbahan para naman sa Rosary, like usual devotion na natin ang mamuno sa buong buwan ng Rosary Month, after nun may dalawang Legionary tayong nakasamang kumain, nag-milktea kami at kumain sila ng isaw, kwentuhan at umuwi na rin pagkatapos. I'm happy na and contented kasi wala akong lungkot na naramdaman maghapon, wala ring luha na tumulo at mga tanong sa sarili, masaya ako at Totoo iyon, wala na kong inaasahan dahil payapa at masaya ang puso ko. But to my surprise ibibili pala tayo ni Papa ng Cake, not just Cake but a Red ribbon Cakeeeeeee like girl hindi tayo kumakain ng Cake kung hindi Red ribbon pero binili n'ya tayo nun?!?!?!?! and base sa kwento ni Ashley walang hesitation and pagpipigil na naganap para bilin n'ya yun for us, FOR USSSS??!?!?!?! Huhuhu Thank youuuuuuu, deserve ko ba yun? Lordd???? Hahaha Thank you poooooo. Overall, we are so Happy Ave. We don't expect and let God do something and he surprised us. Thank you, Lord. kahit ang dami nating doubt sa sarili at gusto na nating sumuko, sukuan ang lahat pati ang Legion of Mary, but look pinakita ni Lord kung gano n'ya tayo kamahal at pano s'ya kumilos sa buhay natin, And maybe Thank you self for not totally giving up, for showing up even in the hardest day, for fighting even without any assurance what will happen to the this we are fighting for, for holding yourself even though the like is keep shaking us, and lastly, Thank you for still existing even life seems like it's not worth it to be existed, Thank you to always find joy in the Sad World, and Thank you to always see the and find the light in the darkness sa buhay mo man o ibang tao. I hope you and pray for you to be in better place, have a warm and peaceful heart so you can Love like Jesus and Mama Mary, I hope and pray na nawa ay laging mong mahanap ang katahimikan at kapayapaan even in the middle of the noisy world and Mind, I hope and pray for the good things that you deserve. always remember to love yourself and choose to be good in any possible way. How about you, 26y/o Ave? Kumusta ka?. No more cry or expectations? I hope so. Tell me how wonderful our Birthday this year. Bye, always remember that Jesus and Mama Mary always Love you🤗😘