A letter from Oct 21, 2025

Dear FutureMe, if I'm correct this would be sent to you on october 14th 2026. and if we're still the same, i know the first thing you'd do is to correct my grammar. but hey, hey. Im the same person as you, just a year apart, so how is it? you heart. still beating? i know 2022 us would say "i hope it doesn't anymore." but we've changed, quite a lot, actually, we haven't really thought of ***** for like, months and that's crazy remembering how suicidal you used to be. your birthday this year? oh just go look at mom's facebook account you'll find ur ugly crying face there, and you thought nobody would notice.. you really cried bcs you thought everyone prioritised everything but you, huh? is it still the same? you've graduated highschool, you no longer have school friends, did u enjoy it? the time you had? do you wanna go back? how is fieldtrip? oh, you've finished kateisasi didn't you? how is it? was the dress pretty? how is he? how is it going? me? i don't now myself actually, remember when he looked at you and smiled and then just leave and then you have to awkwardly walk behind him? that was weird right? we both know he wanted u to probably fall inlove with him after that, but, surprisingly, you felt.. nothing. and you dont know why, and then on sunday you met his sister, tried to have a conversation with her and then.. she, kinda, rudely ignores you.. then.. you meet his older brother who looks just as mug as her.. but not.. him.. it was weird.. you kinda feel.. played(?). do you? tell me everything. i know you've graduated and all, you wont care anymore about your school friends, but i just wanted to ask you, how is marvin and cg? cus theyre like.. really odd towards you right.. remember? the little whispers, the use of hokkien language instead of bahasa.. do you remember, have you forgiven the both of them? how is your grades.. HOW IS TKA? did it go well? i hope it did. have you learned anything? chem? physics? you're still into engineering right? You're applying for a scholarship.. studying chemE, right? please.. its our dream.. right? the results should be out in february, right? please tell me you did it.. please tell me even better. cus you're the one who puts unrealistic expectations for yourself and get upset when said expectations isn't met. even though noone had it for you, you did. dummy. but how is it? how is your acne? how is money? how is manifestation? how is your heart? still weigh so god**** heavy but has nothing inside of it? come to think of it. why is my heart so heavy when it's empty? are you full of love? did u.. do you regreg anything? have you finished dr. slump? did u learn korean? have you watched anything new? its 20.08 pm on oct 21 2025, btw. i love you. Happy Birthday, and if they forget to buy you a cake, like last time, go ahead and buy yourself a present, like last time. a hairdryer, trying it tomorrow, hope it'd be helpful. Love you! Bye! drink! go out! mess with a guy! it won't matter! it doesn't now so why resist yourself of fun for the sake of being perfect and liked?