A letter from Oct 17, 2025

Dear FutureMe, September 15, 2025 2pm A videocall i will never forget. Ate just told me she's pregnant. "Sakto inyo hunch ni nanay. Buros ko" That line shattered and filled me at the same time. Shattered because I know she's our breadwinner. We depend on her allotment each month. I know when there is a shift of priority, we will be moved aside. I totally get that and I 100% understand it. However, I am filled with joy. A baby's growing inside her. Whether my nephew or niece. She is actually becoming a mom. I am so happy and I feel kilig to think I am gonna be a tita. She is so stressed thinking about us here in PH because there in NL, she doesn't have any problems. And Tri promised to provide for her and the baby. She is just worried about us especially nanay because we still have a lot of people we need to repay. I think all in all, this is my personal call to level up, grow and to truthfully strive. Lord help me and use my capabilities to help sustain nanay and I. Especially now that we are sooo restless in thriving to earn. But I have peace knowing You are our greatest provider and You will never leave nor forsake us. I ask for your blessing and grace to pour out on ate's life in her physical, mental and emotional well-being. Be with her Lord as she carries the baby. I pray for a healthy and baby that grows up to know love and honor You, Father. In Jesus' Name. Amen.