A letter from Oct 16, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I feel like each time that I have tried to start a new version of myself, I spend the following months and years reflecting on how little I have changed. I'm taking a huge leap this year, cutting myself off from friends and family. Moving across the world. However, none of that is what I think truly scares me, what has me up at 4 in the morning writing this letter. I think what scares me is that I know I am doing it to chase and run from the fact that I don't know what my purpose in this life is. When I receive this letter in 6 months I hope I can look at it and smile because something has changed in me. I hope I have started to develop skills that I had always romanticized and never achieved. I hope I am having the time of my life traveling the world. I hope I have made some friends who I can share my journey with abroad. I hope I'm happy. I hope I'm enjoying living in a car. I hope I will always reflect on this chapter of my life as the one that made the difference, the one that made me the man I hope I can one day look in the mirror and respect. Love yah, myself to myself