A letter from June 14, 2025

Dear FutureMe, hello, im writing this letter after finishing our title defense. fortunately, we had a title approved. unfortunately, it's something that we literally just thought of out of desperation. excited pa ako kase magugustuhan kako nung mga panels yung backup titles namin kase tuwang tuwa pa ako dun sa tatlo the night before. but **** turns to ******* rubbles. walang na-approve for some ******* reason and i just maybe got quite invalidated and nanghinayang lang din talaga ako. SURE we're fortunate na may nakuha kaming title, but does that mean automatic feasible siya? no **** sherlock. **** this ****. i ******* hate it. we'll have to make it work some way somehow, it's not like we got much of options to begin with. we got no clue if there are any studies who've somehow implemented it in a way that is somehow similar... we got no ******* clue. tapos yung dalawa kong kagrupo e mga MIA na naman but the fact that best presenter ***** ***, sa kaniya nanggaling yung title. THE ****. it makes me feel na dapat intindihin ko pa yung pagkawala nilang silbi the past few WEEKS. i hate this ****. i ******* hate it. naiyak na lang talaga ako di ko alam kung bakit. pero di ko alam nagpatong-patong na lang siguro yung frustrations. i literally just woke up. pumunta ka sa labas kumuha ka ng grocery. tapos na ako mag-setup ng pwesto ko dun sa table saka sasabihin oy ako diyan ah. INAM PALA i dont even have time to like cry cry right now if i want kase kailangan ko nang simulan yung paper outline namin na bago para dun sa wheelchair ni tony stark. ******* magneto ahhh wheelchair. parang sinumpa lang talaga a and atp nagrarant na lang talaga ako para dito na lang mapunta lahat ng frustrations ko dun sa mga kaganapan. and like considering what's been happening lately? you know what, di na ako naghehesitate gumastos para bumili ng bagong phone. if i'm gonna die early i might as well make use of my money no? nakaka-frustrate na lang talaga lahat. nothing's making sense, none of my efforts getting genuinely acknowledged, **** this. gusto ko na lang sakalin sarili ko HAHAHAHAHAHAHA 6 months from now, i really hope our situations' better. i wanna ******* **** myself (obviously not literally *****). anyways, im tearing up again. i should end this soon so that i can start writing the paper outline for the wheelchair... krystene. krystene... can you please tell me i'm doing better there???? can you tell me we'll be able to somehow make it work??? please? please... :')