A letter from October 12th, 2025

Dear 25 Year Old Angel,
Hey, it's me 24 year old Angel.
First of all, happy happy 25th birthday my dear self 🥳🎂
How are you? I am writing this letter 1:46am October 12. 2024. For sure, you still remember what Paul did to you. Okay a little recap, so you found out Paul was cheating on you the day before his 27th birthday. You were so devasted and barely keeping things all together. 💔 You found out the details little by little which makes you feel like dying. Everyday was like a battle between getting off of bed and go on with life or just sleep forever.
Despite of what happened, because of the love you have for him, you choose to give him another chance. Well, I can't blame you for that. Stupid love, isn't it? Hahaha.
Up until this day, you were still trying to heal from that betrayal. Paul promised you that he will not do it again and promised you that he will help you heal and trust him again. But I'm telling right now, these are just WORDS.
Gel, as you enter the new chapter of our life, I hope truly hope and pray that you didn't give up on your life. I know life has been hard on you, not just in lovelife but also in other aspect. I always pray for your happiness. You deserve the love you gave. 
I pray that if you are still with Paul, I hope he already  change for the best and he realize that he's so lucky to have you. But if not, I pray that you are happy. Contented and happy :) I know you for sure, if you broke up with him, it will take you 4-5years again to move on 😆
So I hope you are happy. 
-24 year old Angel