A letter from Oct 12, 2025

🚨 Low Point (~ 24-25 yo) -> Time to check on yourself, how are you doing? ===================== Today (12 October 2025) ===================== Job wise -> been stuck at a Flutter Developer job. Need to upskill to find a better position. Been searching for sometime now. Either I am asking too much 11LPA - 15/16LPA. But that shouldn't be the case. Work from Home, don't want to switch to other location than where my girlfriend is. Want to switch to other domain right now, that is with better pay... But no luck so far... Trying though... ===================== Vehicles wise -> Got a Royal Enfield Classic 350. Some road presence but want a car. Searching for it but since my parents don't know about it & I don't have confidence to drive, its been hard. Feeling that I am not on my words (like I don't know what I want)... Childish behavior (but I've been searching with patience)... Was dependent on father about stuff but not gonna ask him again... ===================== Social wise -> No network of decent individuals that I can rely on or start something. Only 2-3 friends that are out of country. Harsimran have broker parents that can help him for investments & buying stuff, have a big brother in Canada with his own restaurant that can help him. Affecting how I speak. I mumble when I speak with anyone. Fluent on chat but not on voice calls. ===================== Money wise -> I am good on that part (not like I have generated a lot, but having 34L in my pocket doesn't sound bad). Decently diversified portfolio. ===================== Physically -> I look decent face. Above average for sure. Color fair but acne problem on body, not face. Used to do calisthenics but left sometime ago... No Sports - Want to do Badminton... No Gym - Want to have broad shoulders & overall body well maintained... ===================== Vacations -> Last vacation was at the start of the year, no break so far. Had ***** in MAY. ===================== Solutions... had a call with Anand Kumar for job related & some life related querries. Had a call with Harsimran related to car. Just enough to get over with this day & to start another. =====================