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Dear Future me: Consider this a test. As of late, you feel stuck, overworked, and sometimes trapped. Your mental health is nagging, tiring and static. Business is busy, so much work, and automations are clunky. It feels like nothing ever changes and, if it does for the better, it was a fluke. And not a result of your hard work. Your house was a fluke, Appa’s fluffy perfection was a fluke, and even meeting your love was a fluke. Like you don’t deserve it and you didn’t work hard to acquire or prepare for these things. Right now, you want friends (even one), the house to be fixed up (or be in the next one), emotional peace (and to stop feeling the need to check if he loves you), SMASH to be built and autonomous, a wedding, and a baby. If you’re any farther along in any of these goals in 1 year, then your work IS paying off. You’re not stuck, you're impatient but growing. P.S. If you haven’t had a baby yet, it’s time to slow down your life and start prioritizing that. If you have, then omg how exciting 🥹.