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Hey, kakatapos lang ng birthday natin. Turning 22 is such a mix emotions honey, daming ganap; madaming pain but madami ring bagay na kailangan ika-thankful. Turning 22 feels like starting over again in life, you have to live without the man you've loved, yes, you didn't make it guys. We broke up 2 weeks before my birthday despite all the efforts I've done just to fix this ******* relationship, yes I'm mad, I'm really mad, **** him! I hate loving him, yes your 22 years old regret of loving him, he cheated **** him! How can he throw all what we've been through para lang sa Isang babae na kakakilala lang? Nasasaktan ako nang sobra because of him, he's an *******. Pero mahal ko pa, mahal na mahal ko pa, wala man lang ako na tanggap na proper apologies ansakit sakit, super sakit sa part ko na ako lang ang nag momove on at very proud siya sa kabalastugan niya. Hayst di ko pa alam kung paano ako makaka get over sa pangyayari na 'to, di ko alam paano mag heal. But thanks to the people who's here to heal the pain they did not caused, thankful ako kila Carla, Carlo, ate Nancy, Reymar at ate Shei for being there with me na lagi lang nakikinig. And big credit to them cause they made my birthday extra special, I love them so much 🥺 Very thankful ako sa kanila, my huge rn is how recover kase mabigat pa talaga sa pag hinga. Sana healed ka na diyan, wag mo na sa siya iniiyakan, mamahalin ang sarili, okay? I wish a fully recovery about what happened, and sorry for the things I've tolerate na di mo naman deserve - hindi na tayo naghahanap ng validation sa iba, hahanapin natin yun within ourselves okay? I love you. Happy birthday 🎂