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Dear FutureMe, hi future self👋🏻 how are you? what are you doing right now? are you hurt? i’m writing this now because uhm.. wala lang haha i just want you to know what i’ve been up to as your senior year self(11th grade). I don’t know what time this message will reach you, but i hope that when you read this(really hoping🤞🏻🤞🏻🙏) it will make your day better. I’ve just realized kasi na all the messages i’ve been sending to my future self is a puro sad messages lang, a reminder that your younger self suffered in silence but don’t worry this message will make your day better because i’m gonna tell you what happen to our day right now. So uhm kani a nilaag rata hahah, actually we went to one of our classmates house because we did some filming about disaster preparedness. At this moment, Idon’t know what the video turned out but i’m hoping that we didn’t get ourselves embarrassed in that video cause i did some cringe acting there😭😭😭😭😭😭 helppp!! Lately bitaw is na-notice nako sa akong self is we’ve been going out a lot of times na. I hope that it will help me to become independent because not gonna lie i’m still shy and embarrassed when i try to do anything on my own. I hope na independent naka there ha.. and in God’s will dapat financially stable na us. I came a cross about this message and hope that it will inspire you okay “love and be loved. We live on this world to discover what's kind of love that don't hurt. They said it's the love coming from our family. But in my case, I think it's the love that coming from myself. If everyone can't give us the love we deserve then we must love ourselves for that is right.” You must learn to love yourself okay, because then you’ll know how to love others genuinely not just because your obliged to return their love for you. Remember prioritizing yourself sometimes is not selfishness.. We are chasing different things, those that what makes us genuinely happy but if it wasn't anymore, that's where we practice self-love and preservation. Self-importance and worth are what's more important. We must have the courage to take a step away from the things that hurts us. It's brave to give up mostly if what you are chasing for a long time is no longer worth it. THAT’S ALL, MAY YOU HAVE A GREAT AND BLESSED DAY!🤍🤍🌸