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Dear FutureMe, You've just started junior year. A lot has happened, but hey that's the fun of it. However future me may turn out to be, I hope you are stronger and more mature and more experienced than you are now. I hope the future me who reads this message in however long can confidently tell this me "hey, you got out of it". Am I going to be okay? Will I be able to work all of this out? Did I come out alive on the other side? Did my facilitator application get accepted? Did I spark the change in other people? How was my leadership in MUN? Did I lead my club proudly? What about marching band? Did you stick with woodwind captain or did you take the risk and go for drum major? Am I worrying too much? Do I still worry? Am I surrounded by people who care for me as much as I do them? What colleges are you looking at? Do you still want to do architecture or did you go down a different path? I'm lost I don't know what I'm doing. I can't find someone to talk to. I just want a hug, a long tight one. Or maybe it's because I'm writing this at 10:37pm and it was a rough day. How was junior year? Was it really busy? What about fencing? It was your first year, how was it? How about badminton? You and P are 2nd seed right? How was counties? Did you guys improve? hey, are you okay? Are you happy? Do you have any regrets? Did you have fun? Did you live in the moment instead of constantly thinking of the future?