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Dear FutureMe, hi :) it’s already the 27th of September, 2025 now and it’s my first time using this so kita ba the date even if ion tell it 😞 but anyways, it’s my favorite day! because it’s my julia’s birthdayyy- my first daughter, my sister, my best friend, my elliez, my everything ❤️‍🩹 but my head hurts sooo bad right now and it’s cuurreently 9:16AM in the morning and i cried earlier before i wake up again 😅 i didn’t know that i still care that much to nash, my ex boyfriend. he decided to cut off his ties with me kasi before i even do it meaniiinggg, he unfollowed me on ig, facebook and did it on tiktok first and now we don’t have updates on eo anymore not only if i check to my family and friends’s account! but maybe it’s waaay more better off like this and that’s one of the reasons why i chose to do this kaaasi i wonder how you feel 6 months after this, are you doing great? what’s your update now? sa school? and are we single ready to mingle? 😅 probably that’s our question to ourself everytime i get my heart broken sa situationships ever since but now kasi, wala akong new one :) i’m still healing myself, trying to be better and praying and hoping that everything goes well! meaning, there are still things that i am hoping for to happen even if it means that it is possible. i got inspired pala by my julia to write in this because she sent me a ss of her letter for herself from January 26, 2025 :) and yees, that’s day memorable! can you still remember it there, max? bruu i really hope you’ll get to see this, sana ‘di ka nag give up with our email, saanaa makita mo ‘to 🤞🏻 i actually do things like this sa notes but maybe this is way more better or nawp? hauehwiwhqja max, a secret of mine that ion wanna spread but it’s good to be honest with you, with me is that i love nash, still. i care about him tons but one thing for sure, i don’t want anymore but i can’t let go :( i’m sure God never judged us for it and even felt comfortable crying to Him earlier but anyways, sanaa ‘di ka nawawalan ng hope and faith to Him and mas nagiging malapit ikaw even more :) thank you for being strong, i’m proud of you! promise to make kwento okaay and reply back in any way u want- write it sa notes! also do u have ipad na?! i’ve always dream of having that and i hope you’re healthy and happy in there :) kasi now everything feels heavy and sick, i feel like my body’s ready to fall anytimee and even wanting to be in a coma for days just to be with God and hug Him and cry everything out to Him. how’s dcan, max? sana happy ka na dyan even if we never wish to be in that school hauwhuwa i love you always, enjoy life! i hope you never give up hanggang sa maabot natin our dream to get married, become a very good mom, build a loving family and become a pilot :)