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Dear Future Me, How was camp???? Did Pete take you to Montana? How are you feeling about being there? So many questions, I know. Also, I'm being good this letter for using capitals. I know last time I didn't. That was just a few minutes ago for me. Lmao, I have to force myself to stay consistent even just within these letters, even within a text I'm sending someone. I feel better for it, though. Have you visited the art gallery yet? You should do that if you want to. You should do what you want to do, that's the most important thing you can do. Listen to some Fred again.. I really should sit down with an intention and write something profound or helpful. But this is what I'm doing, so I guess...I'm doing it. Yeah. Oh, Shirt by SZA just came on. I first head this in Christian's truck, the Silverado. Remember? He said he didn't even really like it. I don't rememeber exactly what he said but it seemed like he didn't like it. I fell in love, infatuation, whatever. I ****** bopped out to this song for the next week and a half. Then once or twice a month. I wonder what my Spotify wrapped will be this year...I hope you've found some good music. How's Cole? I just talked to him over Instagram Facetime for the first time. It was really nice. I don't know why. I was super panicked for most of it. I couldn't breathe normally for the ******* life of me. I just realized just now that my saying that, is me looking for sympathy. So right now, I see you wherever you are, and I say this; turn off your forward vision for a few seconds and look behind you. Look with your eyes at what you have done, and see how far you've come, how hard you've worked, and appreciate the fact that you're here, wherever you are, right now. Have you called Barun and Isaac yet? You should be there for their birthdays. Maybe you are planning on that, maybe not. It's not the end of your friendship with them if you don't. They won't hate you. They won't probably even dislike you. They are good people, and good friends for you. Have Sympathy, Patience, Resilience.