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Dear FutureMe, Well, I read your letter ,and I have to tell you unfortunately, the situation of your life hasn't changed so much , you still don't have any income and work which you can call it work, your marriage life is still in ambiguity , no option ,no love ,no hope to create a life with someone and no plan for the future with that someone . My worldview on the other hand ,has changed a bit , I am not that much frustrated about everything , I don't care that much about anything anymore. I am somehow very careless and without any motive ,without a wish ,without so many things which meant that I am alive at a point of time, now everything seems meaningless for me . But as much I hate this life ,the way it goes ,I want to continue to see the end. I want to experience impossible even for once at least.