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Dear FutureMe, I hope you’re doing perfectly beautiful. Because currently I’m not… new school, still didn’t get used to. And the whole forced hijab thing at school and now a confusion about the whole hijab thing and rethinking everything. I hope you figured out school and maybe have some possible friends at least. Or hopefully a possible BESTIE 🥹. And hopefully you also got rid of all the restless **** that’s happening in your body. And I hope you got healthier and happier. And I hope you figure it out better with books. Even thoughhh we just reached page 317 of binding 13!!! Ahhhhhh big accomplishment. And well I hope things with mom got better. I hope things with Allah got better. I hope everything got better. But still, how’s everything? And what changed to the better? And how’s our future husband fantasy? Because fortunately it got really really better. But we do sometimes but very much less then before, think and crave about this whole romance adorable sweet things and just more richness on the emotional side. How’s the Quran too? Oh, and everything I said I “hoped” for you in here is actually stuff I kinda believe in. I believe they’ll happen and they will in fact get better. And don’t you EVER EVER forget how kind, beautiful, special, sweet, amazing, hardworking, caring, lovely, loving, deserving, and lovely you are!!!! Take care. All love from me, your old self. Xoxo.