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Dear FutureMe,
I hope this message finds you well. such a ****** way to start a letter to you, huh. but it's true. I expect you to be reading this with a little smirk, knowing that you've improved and gotten better the past 6 months. right now, I'm not being good to you, my future Self, making lots of poor choices that give me a "high" I want right now but consequences that, frankly, you're still probably partly dealing with and trying to move completely on from. It's currently March, with the new year officially established and active. I'm wondering what you could possibly be up to right now, secretly hoping (almost not wanting to even put it out there) that you've kicked the **** destructive lifestyle that you were "handling" just six months ago. I apologize for not being more thoughtful and considerate of you. I'm sure you could use a break from the anxiety, fear, and persistent worry that seems to constantly swirl around and through all your daily experiences. I'm not brave enough to make promises, but I do genuinely hope that I've, by this time, decided to work on this pattern of thought that only creates more internal trouble and a negative, bitter mindset and mood. as you read this, I trust you are in a better place and have hopes to keep growing and getting to new realizations of what you truly want out of life. Six months is hardly a long time but I can still shoot high and hope you're at least satisfied - content....Sober. if nothing else, I hope you're working actively and hard toward owning recovery. I'm doing my best to love you and think about you, putting your best interests first, but forgive me for falling short. I'll keep trying. I love you (as I'm capable of doing so) and I'm thinking of you as I navigate the maze of twists and turns leading me to dead ends and bad places. I'm gonna make it out the other side and clarity will come. hopefully you already have some of that clarity and you're on your way. that's all I have for you for now. I hope with all my heart your happy and perhaps even back up to a hot and beefy 220. ; ) Much Love.
Love,
Youme
I hope this message finds you well. such a ****** way to start a letter to you, huh. but it's true. I expect you to be reading this with a little smirk, knowing that you've improved and gotten better the past 6 months. right now, I'm not being good to you, my future Self, making lots of poor choices that give me a "high" I want right now but consequences that, frankly, you're still probably partly dealing with and trying to move completely on from. It's currently March, with the new year officially established and active. I'm wondering what you could possibly be up to right now, secretly hoping (almost not wanting to even put it out there) that you've kicked the **** destructive lifestyle that you were "handling" just six months ago. I apologize for not being more thoughtful and considerate of you. I'm sure you could use a break from the anxiety, fear, and persistent worry that seems to constantly swirl around and through all your daily experiences. I'm not brave enough to make promises, but I do genuinely hope that I've, by this time, decided to work on this pattern of thought that only creates more internal trouble and a negative, bitter mindset and mood. as you read this, I trust you are in a better place and have hopes to keep growing and getting to new realizations of what you truly want out of life. Six months is hardly a long time but I can still shoot high and hope you're at least satisfied - content....Sober. if nothing else, I hope you're working actively and hard toward owning recovery. I'm doing my best to love you and think about you, putting your best interests first, but forgive me for falling short. I'll keep trying. I love you (as I'm capable of doing so) and I'm thinking of you as I navigate the maze of twists and turns leading me to dead ends and bad places. I'm gonna make it out the other side and clarity will come. hopefully you already have some of that clarity and you're on your way. that's all I have for you for now. I hope with all my heart your happy and perhaps even back up to a hot and beefy 220. ; ) Much Love.
Love,
Youme
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