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Dear FutureMe, Right now I am struggling with learning, my brain just doesn't want to accept, that I am not tired. just on time I got some stomach issues swell(might be caused by the energy drinks I drank) I don't feel like myself and I want to get back to looking good and feeling good. Taking complete control of my life.. I am not tired! and im not gonna quit! if you read this and you are still sitting on your fat ***, blobbering about how unfair this world is and all of your so called problems, then I am sad and sorry, because I will know, that the issue why you're still guarding your pity potty is caused by my inaction. I am not going to apologize, because I don't intend to keep making you suffer. Please keep up the good work, be the friend, family and comrade everyone needs, be the person they look up to and the one kids tell their parents they wanna be like! I certainly hope you're not still alone and jealous of everything and everyone. Everything is in your reach, but sometimes you have to fall down, to get up again and sometimes it aint possible to reach a goal with out being flushed down the drain ones. don't let anyone tell you to be something you are not. right now I don't know what I want.. I hope you do. if not, we'll have to escalate again! which we will certainly do anyway. so keep it up and do what you should do! I ****** love you! you already are, what I want to be.. im kinda jealous! well ill give you a heads up so if I am where you are right now, you will still be outta reach, but at some point I will get you! With Love!!!