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Dear FutureMe, hello Jenny, it's me from the past. I am so excited to tell you that you've moved out. I might've told you this in a previous letter but currently right now you're chilling in your couch in your own place watching 30 rock at midnight. Life is OK, you've been working night shift and it sucks and hopefully you'll get moved to dayshift soon. you and Taylor have been OK, I think I just feel like he doesn't like me sometimes but I know he's just tired and he's really bad at expressing as he was, hopefully I was feeling OK. I sometimes feel like he doesn't think I'm funny or I don't laugh as much as I used to with him. sometimes I'm worried that dating him was a bad idea or if I'm doing the right thing, because I don't know what I do if I broke up with him because if we did break up, I'd have to move to another job lol hopefully not, hopefully he will get more comfortable and joke around more with me. anyways, I've been OK. You just made some pancakes right now. You just bought yourself some new shoes and some new scrubs, I gotta go through all my clothes, I also need to start working out more because I suck at working out, even though people told me I looked thinner. I still feel like weak and fat you know what I mean. I'm gonna probably watch some more dirty rock shower and then do some Omni Lux, my skin is slowly getting better, which is thank God hallelujah. Shower and then wash my face skin care routine and then go to bed early wake up early go to Walmart. Pick up my meds. Go to target pick up groceries and then go get breakfast with Taylor. We will see. I might not do all of that but will try lol anyway anyways I love you. I hope you're doing good right now. I'm very proud of you. You're a nurse and you have a Nursing Student now too, which is crazy but very proud of you. Love you.