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Nothing's worse'n bein yer wrongest right person, babe we're so rare and so perfect we soothe all our hurt'n yet here we are trapped still 'hind a sheet of glass curtain like a twilight reflection of our deep goldly affections all touch blocked by fingertips mercurial math-cursed geometries warm ghostly dancers soft woven two arms in the air two wiped away tears and I just love you so much, babe I'll always be near life buzzing weirdly like a cage we endear a jail cell of fears meant to keep out more fears shadow boxing demons dads put in our ears hearts perfect inverted harmony it hurts so unbearably I can't even believe this cold misty pain in me if only I could see your full splendorous weave the parts still lost upon my swirling, dark seas if only I could be exactly what you need of me I wish I didn't break my eyes when I drug them far and wide what I lost there in the colds warmths wandered wayward far from home a past's grim fog furls out before me I wish to slay my demons well and soon before I'm bones I wish to change from wrongest right to right on right on right for real™ I need to slay the giants too and claim my highest light on high wait for me through time and space I'll love, I swear, with all my might I'm sorry Starr, so far away there lighting up my storm~ed skies I'm sorry that it's taking me so terribly long to climb the beam~ed tower of your light I hope that when this finds you well I'm there too and well as well Our family glowing like a hearth Two angels ignite of the night Broken through the glass unstained Four arms that bear Two hearts that sing