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I am so stressed right now. I’ve been working in the ICU for about 2 months now and it’s kinda terrifying. I feel like there’s so much I don’t know and so many things I need to learn and improve. I’m so stressed every time I go into work. I still have a month and a half on orientation and I really hope I’ll be ready by then. I hope that in a year I’ll feel a lot more comfortable in the ICU. I hope that I don’t have a ton of stress and anxiety about going into work. I hope that I’ll know what to do in stressful situations and know where to find answers to things I don’t know. I hope that I’ll be an effective communicator and be able to give the best care to my patients. I hope I feel confident as a nurse and am actually enjoying my job and my life.