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Hi Future Aditya, it is past Ambika, and we are currently writing letters to each other on FaceTime. It has been almost two years in our relationship so far, and assuming we're still together, it would be 3 years, which is crazyyy. If we aren't together, this letter is gonna suck, and I apologize because this was mostly my idea. If we broke up, can we still get in touch when you get this letter? as long as we didn't end badly of course. I apologize if you have a girlfriend or something, i wouldn't want this to be disrespectful to her. But current me speaking right now, i love you so much, baby. you are genuinely the only guy i have ever loved this much and ever will. i know we are gonna get these letters on the same day, so just know whatever youre feeling i am too, however far away we are. i cant believe youre so old!! and i hope we get to spend every birthday together so i can spoil you with gifts. im not gonna lie to you, im being hesitant to write what i want because i have a sucky feeling that we wont last. as much as i want to, i just know uni will be hard. but if we arent together, know im always gonna be your biggest supporter in everything you do and i am always rooting for you and your success. if we are together, you should know how much you mean to me. i really appreciate everything you've stuck with me for. I know we have plenty more fights to come by the time you receive this, but every fight brings us closer, and I will forever cherish the love you give me. every gift ive gotten from you is forever held close to me. i want to make sureee you arent getting high every weekend, and no motercycle. pleasee noo more energy drinks or coffee its bad for you. and no spending crazy money on me. i have some questions for my babyyy: - what is the biggest challenge in our relationship right now? - did you think we would last this long? - andd are you happy with me right now? if we aren't together: - what idiotic thing led us to a breakup??? - get back together. - sorry if you have a gf (you must be great) -i hate the thought of that anyways baby i just want you to knowww some things. i know im always mad at you and i know im always acting like i want more loveee. but you give me everything i need (never flowers thooo) and i love loving you. i cant imagine loving someone else. so so when you get this in the future pleaseeeee reach out to me. i pinky promise itll be worth it. youre my sun and my world and my everything. and if you look at the moon, remember everything in our relationship and that i love youu. i cant wait to spend the time waiting for this letter TOGETHER. but regardless, i wish you the best in life and nooo motercycle. i need you in my life, now, in two years, and forever. have fun in uni (not too much) and please dont forget about meee. i love you so much. if you read this in the morning, goodmorning babyyy how did you sleep. and if its night time, gooodnight sweet dreams, i love you sooo so much more than you could imagine mwah mwah mwah. i could go on forever but i dont wanna bore you. MWAHH i love you forever bye bye baby. and im sorry for everything if anything went wrong i still love you and youre still my idiot sandwich.