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Dear Arielle's future, You have claimed SO much wisdom and wealth these last few months. I AM SO ******* PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!! As of August 2025, I am feeling so much unknown, so much LACK of clarity, so much inability to trust that I can "hold" enough money to support every dream that I am committing to chasing. I know I am overcommitting myself. I know I am inconsistent with strength and horse and MMA training. I know I am spreading myself thin by working for FQ10 & myself, while attempting to grow big at Odyssey Training Center, too... I am overcommitting myself to romantic partnerships that just solely TOLERATE me... yet - I'm not wanting to end any of those situations or opportunities. I feel so behind with money and finances, knowing my peers earn triple the amount that I "ever" will...This all feels so impossible and overwhelming, knowing that I'll never excel 100% in any of these. I AM READY TO FEEL wanted. I AM READY TO FEEL chosen. I AM READY TO FEEL accepted and GREATLY appreciated in every possible realm of reality. I AM READY TO FEEL safe and loved in EVERY setting I surround myself within. I AM READY TO LEVEL UP to the version of Arielle that processes tens of thousands of dollars a year, RELENTLESSLY- EXCITABLY.