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Dear FutureMe, Hi, as of today, you have 169 days left to ORD but when you see this message you have already ORD-ed. Now is probably a tough time for you, it is always like this whenever you like or dating someone. Hopefully when this letter reaches you, you are in a better place and feeling better. Here are some things you are going through: DOCU/MOPA IC, UCAT ANZ, AMPT, H&S Work, dating 孟诗菱. Firstly, as the DOCU/MOPA IC, you may be struggling abit right now with your own department members. Jordan STC-ed and moved to ops which means you have one less reliable person to help you. Amir is slowly improving and taking initiative which I would say is a good thing and hopefully he can keep it up. Joshua has not been paying attention when you are teaching which leads to a lot of problems as he is not happy with your own way of doing things and leading department. There is a lot of issues going on with mono 1GDS especially with their CS FFI and etc but hopefully things will get better soon. Secondly, you just did you UCAT ANZ recently and I would not say that you did badly. The result may not be the most satisfactory to you but just know that you did your best and hopefully you can get into a medical school to pursue your dreams. Thirdly, you also just did your AMPT which you expect to pass in the first try. You failed the first time due to a stupid mistake which I can't blame you for. Fortunately, you pass on the second try and good job on that. Do not be stressed out and worried about any future exams bevause I know you can ace it. Fourthly, you signed up to work at H&S. You did the event pre-brief and indicated your availability for August. However they did not assign you any shifts for August and you decide to withdraw from the event. Lastly, you are dating Linda who you met while travelling to Laos in May. You went back to find her in August and most likely in September to celebrate her birthday. Most of the time you are happy with her but there are times where you jut doubt yourself thinking whether she is telling you the truth and whether she really likes you. I have no answer for any of that but I hope you can go with the flow and just follow your heart. Whatever happens between you and her, I hope you guys end up well and be happy together. This is the end of my letter to you, all the best after your NS and do future you proud.