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Dear FutureMe, I’m still depressed, the adjustment of moving back to the US has been hard. I miss Naisha and my other friends 💔. Tacha just like unfriended because I followed Fred but honestly i’m relieved. I dread her messages and I think it’s genuinely better for us to not be friends even if it hurts in a nostalgic way. Hopefully I’ll be maintaining my goal weight next year! Maybe i’ll have a boyfriend finally. I hope to god we get into Uni and do well on the SAT. I hope that conversation with Dad doesn’t go terrible. i’m scared for our future. Don’t **** yourself, hopefully you quit nic but if you find a plug can’t lie go for it. Find a job!! stop hating on your mom. don’t isolate yourself from your friends - you’re not better off without them. K bye dood. Be better than you used to be and be authentic to yourself.