Stay alive

Hi, cass!! Right now, I’m reading a manga called With Vengeance, Sincerely, Your Broken Saintess. The Main Character has been through so much trauma but has decided to fight back using her powers in a kind manner. To other people, upon hearing the word revenge, they might associate it with something violent. But you, the “you” reading this, belong in the same category. The you in this moment still carries resentment and anger in your heart. You have been hurt by the people closest to you in the past, yet every single time, you always chose to stay silent for the benefit of everyone’s peace. But what about 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 peace? When will you start thinking for yourself? You are so soft, and softness isn’t meant for this cruel world. Like flowers, you can easily get trampled on. Please. For your sake, don’t be afraid to be more selfish. Live selfishly. Don’t be afraid to disappoint your family, because your life belongs to you—and only you. I have many regrets. But I hope the choices you’re making in the future won’t leave you with sorrow anymore. Let this be a reminder: if you still wish to go back and fix the past, there’s no one waiting for you there. Be more present. You are alive. (𝘪'𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨—𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰’𝘴 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘨𝘦. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺, 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘳.) You might be working on something right now such as reviewing for exams and what not. Another reminder: take rests when everything gets overwhelming!! You are so loved. Do not let your mind tell you otherwise. Please take care of yourself, okay? Stay alive. — C