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Dear FutureMe, Hey bud So… 18 huh? That’s crazy. Seems like a year ago since you moved to ISSR, and seems just like yesterday when you decided to get your **** together coz of, well… what happened. If you even remember ;) Ugh I just know you feel relieved after finishing As levels.. or did you make your choice to leave on December to get ahead of things and for a fresh start? I know the future feels so uncertain right now. I mean even I feel a bit scared sometimes, but all this excitement really keeps us going, right? It’s alright if you made some bad decisions. I mean at least I’ll forgive you. You’re only human bud, you make too many mistakes to count. No use beating yourself over the infinites right? I hope you’ve gotten rid of your noncommittal issues aha.. that’s sorta the thing I hate about you. But as long as you’re trying, obviously I’ll forgive you. It’s been long huh.. since things got going. Since we were still figuring out what we wanted to do, I mean. It felt so shaky then, but slowly I think we’re building a more solid foundation. And slowly I think… We might get the hang of this :) I believe in you you stupid idiot :) Maybe things will be just alright, and maybe you’ll reach your goals. So uh… keep at it alright? I feel like I might be able to rely on you aha. Sending love from the “big 25” :>