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Dear FutureMe, hey you I became teacher which I hated the most bruh but I am enjoying being a teacher tho. I wonder where are you now in your life or had you move on from him ? he hurted you so bad I hoped he asked for forgiveness. egoist brat he is i hoped you slapped the ****** out of him. is your health okay you were so unhealthy and shattered heart made you real bad tho. I wonder did you go to the hospital or some. I hope the things you wished for at 18 year old that didn't change at 22 would be changes at 25 and you get your love of life who give you priority and loves you alot alot alot.. things were same. I've got to know alot about family life and everything. I am depressed and I'm going through alot I may have alot of people around me but I can't lean on anyone anymore. everyone i trusted betrayed me. the one I love the most left me. I no ones forst priority still tho. your birthday never went without a cry since 17 pls I hope you didn't cry today too. I'm really really curious about him. If both us patch up or things clear up between us. BTW the way he hurted you. you should beat tf out of him Im so curious bruh I'm already dying today overthinking about it since I don't patience's. today he reach out wishing me birthday. I was so shocked remember? I wonder did he wish today too...I have panicking real bad ughhh ge is so ***** I hate him. anyways I hope you the things you were going through you overcome by them pls pls pls I hope you are still not a sensitive girl who crys over everything I hate you but I would hate you sm if you didn't change. love you and I hope you still don't lean on anyone