yearly check in :)

dear mita, how are you doing? i hope you are doing amazing!! this is 2025 mita, the august variant to be precise, and i come bearing well, news. but first qns, 1. how are you? truly? 2. how is school going? have you gotten in the groove? 3. did you move to hostel? did you move to wakiso yet? 4. how is your relationship with God going like? are you closer now than before? do you pray? do you read your bible? 5. how's your relationship with Andrew? are you still friends? are you still in a situationship? do you talk? did things work out? do you still have JC (the blanket)? 6. how'd graduation go? how did it feel to finish HI? 7. how was Papa Blesso's huddle? did you stay till the end? how did you improve? 8. who are your closest friends? how's Lexi? how's Allie? how's Parvy? how's Matthew? how's Denise? 9. how's Dayini? 10. how's mama and papa? give them a hug for me :) 11. did your book launch go well? 12. did you get a new laptop? which one did you get? what games are you playing right now? 13. what songs are you listening to? who's your favourite artist? 14. what are you watching? what are you reading? for me, these are my answers: 1. im going through a lot but im doing okay now. i was really overwhelmed on Monday but im doing better. i thought the whole world was ending (it still feels like that sometimes) but i don't have that feeling of dread so much. 2. im not yet in the groove but i am getting there. i try to attend all my classes. i am still struggling to get my lab coat but i am getting it soon. i am catching up and will soon excel! 3. im still at home at the moment. waiting. i don't know if i want to move to hostel yet... 4. im on my journey back to God. i have started praying and reading the word. 5. so, i messed things up by having that whole dumb stupid thing with EJ. and Andrew was told. when he asked me, i made things worse by denying it and trying to ignore it. i shouldn't have done that. i did come clean and tell him everything after. he hasn't spoken to me in a day. im trying to be patient and give him the space he needs to process but i can't help checking if he's alive and stuff. i keep checking whether he's online. i hope he forgives me and gives me another chance. i am also coming to terms that he might not and that will be okay too. it's not the end. p.s. honour aunty peggy ;) she's the best! 6. currently, i am kinda wrapping my head around September to Remember. i haven't even gotten the book but it'll be well. ill do well because I know very well I'm not the one preaching but God is through me so. 7. as i speak i've just started - i have 2 BIG assignments. to memorise Romans 8 and to read the biography he gave u. 8. they are doing well. denise is sitting papers soon though she is literally self studying which is kinda scary. lexi is okay, though she was supposed to call me tonight. allie is good - she is in kenya. same as matthew - he's smoking weed in TZ. 9. she seems okay - she just seems overwhelmed by work and school. she was really disappointed about the situation of kissing ej and all that. 10. papa and mama are good. papa gave us chocolate and has just gone for a meeting. mama just came home and i heard she brought some nice things. 11. currently, all i have done concerning the book is writing and editing the draft and having the cover done. i am praying the editors love it and give me excellent marks. 12. im waiting for the moneyyyy but i am stuck between getting a pc of 950k which is kinda like the one i am using of papa (the purple laptop) or asking for more money to buy a more expensive thinkpad 13. right now, radiohead is big on my list. i love 15 step and jigsaw falling into place. i also love a song from a movie called my life as a courgette - it's called la vent nous portera (https://youtu.be/TGuAIGStets?si=NDmjMaOg5Gjaxf5n). 14. currently, i am watching paswg season 2 and reading the manga. i was watching love island usa s7 but i put it on a break. as i conclude, my love, i hope you are kinder to us than i am. i am currently going through the wringer. i miss andrew so much and i can't stop checking on him. but i know all will be well. i made a mistake but thank God for His mercies that are new every morning. there is herefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ JEsus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. mita, 21 years, you are not condemned by your Heavenly father. you are beautiful. you are gorgeous. you are lowed. let nothing ever try to convince you otherwise :) i love you so. i am so proud of how far you have come. you are doing amazing. keep shining like the star you are. also here is a throwback for you ;) (https://youtu.be/5mKX21of0sM?si=WOwuJxUlGN-eg7U4, https://youtu.be/rvAGVO_A9ig?si=vPqwPDAj4_3UcSF8) p.s. me from today and yesterday with baby ari :) (https://youtu.be/rvAGVO_A9ig?si=vPqwPDAj4_3UcSF8)