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Dear FutureMe, Today is August 19, 2025. The pain 😢 you feel is hard to descibe in words. Your alone in this shelter and all alone. All you can think of is the mistakes you made and wonder if the excruciating pain of 4 hernaited discs will ever heal (and 2 tears). You wonder if the universe and lately you question whether there no way out of this sentence and no matter what the universe has sentenced you. So do you accept this or do you say **** you to the universe and end your life. This analysis paralysis consumes at 815 pm here in Huntington beach Navigation center shelter. This is what life is like now. Its actually always been bad for 21 years now. Hopes of rescue has been confirmed not going to happen and that all i can do now is try to alleviate my pain and seek comfort. Also last month you liely missed a window to be able to live you dreams at least partially. Hence this moment. Future Erich i love you and hope to GOD that you found a way out of this prison. Love, You.