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Dear FutureMe, At the time writing this, it is August 19, 2025, I have the SAT in 4 days and I'm also "writing" the PIQ's for college. Such pressure has never been applied or even really graspable to me. This in turn is one of the most stressful moment of my life I have every exercised, as it is the time to determine which college I get into and what field to study, This part I'm not so worried, it The living and job and earning a chip which put me on edge. With blind faith in the future, I hope you can at least get rid of this worry. The main point in the present is me having to accept what grade you earned, This is one of the most gut wrenching sights to see and feel. I'm very disappointed in myself for what grade that I "earned", and see how he was right the entire time, honestly breaks my spirit. I feel a little pathetic for the reason of getting such awful grades; I know you aren't one of those super focused kids which determine their entire life around such a thing, nor will I become one either, as I know I will never change or "fix" around. But one thing I do hope that can start with me in the present for now which can change you, to finally feel "comfortable" and "calm" and "social". I know what these problems are, and I'm hoping that by starting now, it gives you in the future the effort and reward of finally being "comfortable " and "calm" for once.