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Dear FutureMe, I am alone. I don't mean this in a metaphorical way, I am truly alone. Even though there's people I call “friends” around me, They are not the people I can share everything with. I can't share my feelings. I can't share how my days went. I can't share my thoughts. I don't have someone to lean to. When I have a friend, I want there to be only us. They can share as much as they want with me, too. But it seems like I haven't found that person yet. Even worse, they may not exist at all. So, I have to get used to my own presence. Maybe there's just me, and only me, after all. I'm done pretending it doesn't hurt me.