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to declan, where to even begin, you’ve been my best friend for so long who thought we would even end up here. i’ve always been so in love with you but your dumbass didn’t ever clock until later, i knew i couldn’t have you because you were in another relationship for a long time so i did my thing and ran around ******* my time on other people, i wish you knew how much i love you , i know i’m not always the best to you and i make unnecessary comments and take my anger out on you for things that don’t have anything to do you and i hope you know how sorry i am for that, your my other half and i’ve always felt okay to be vulnerable around you, your my other half and you always will be. your my favourite person in the world and you’ve been through so much you don’t deserve, your the sweetest and i always feel at peace around you, you make me feel safe and you treat me like a princess. i hope you know that you can always come to me whenever you feel any sort of sadness come about you in your life, you can lay in my arms and cry to me for all i care and i’d never look at you differently. apart from how much i love you, you deserve the world and it’s okay to feel alone at times, your so strong and i’m so proud of everything you do everyday. i know a lot goes on in your mind that you don’t talk about but your not alone. i am so proud of everything you do and even if we aren’t together anymore and you get this, i still love you, i’m still proud of you, keep doing what your doing, keep showing of those pearly whites of yours and if we are still together, just know i would never want anyone else. i love you love from eman x