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Dear Future Me, today is 15 /8/25 when your sister have her name day .Right now your very anxious cause you afraid of reading book that you may not understand that they may prove to u are useless and unable to understand them your also afraid of the commitment that they will bring if they are large and also that you may not like them an in turn stop liking reading. which you think will help you a lot indifferent ways reading that is. Also you are very anxious of you r studies and other stuff . I hope you don't give up reading because you have enjoyed this far and if you end up quitting you should at least read some books that will bring you to learn new concepts and ideas . Also i hope you buy some books and have some better relationship with your parents so you can have a more relaxing life .Finally , something important thing i learn lately are 1.to put yourself in others people shoes and be more understanding of people and they have a reason to act a central kind of way 2. you must follow you r heart more and listen on it and understand it 3. be more authentic and your self 4. be more of a gentleman in the way you live and in your values... This is all i hope you the best and thats all and your current wpm is 40 and reading speed like a 190.