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Dear FutureMe, hey girl hey, taylor is about to realase her 12th album!! just watched the podcast episode and it was sooooo cute! her and Travis are so sweet to watch im currentlly living in an RV with melissa, who might be pregnant but probably isnt because this is the, what, 5th??? time they've tried?? i so want her to be pregant but then also part of me thinks, wow, it would be A LOT, if she was pregnant right now. her life is already so full! if she is pregnant, im excited my future best friend is growing in the belly next to me every night (that's a weird thing to type out lol). for her sake i hope she is because she really wants this. also for her sake i hope she isnt because i dont know how she will juggle everything. but also, if anyone could juggle Residency, pregnancy, and a still fairly new marriage, it's Melissa. i want her future child to know that their mom is cool, and exciting, and fun, and a good friend. i also want her future child to know that taylor swift is the greatest artist alive. i want to read the lord of the rings to her kid and the hobbit and the Warriors series. i want to make melissa meals based on how big the baby is. like, its the size of a kewi, so i make her a fruit salad, or its the size of an apple so i make her an apple pie. why is the baby never the size of like, a nice steak??? ill make melissa a steak. oh wait, no red meat for moms? so ill make her a chicken salad? who knows!