A letter from August 13th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, this is my weekend, yesterday at work was so slow but i feel like i'm finally connecting with my coworkers in a very real way. Today i need to run some errands which i hate but afterwards i'm going to take myself on a big hike and tonight i'm going out with my roommate and his friend who is in town. i'm ******* for a big girl job at work and shadowing the girl who is leaving. i won't know for months but i really want it, great pay and applying all that i've learned, but to me it would mean settling down, not bouncing all around the country like i have been for years. it's important work so I would want to be committed to it for at least a few years. scary thoughts in both directions, aimless wander or fully extending myself to be committed to the bit, and being very vulnerable. I wonder what you'll pick or if you will even get the job and have a choice? thinking of you and i know we are where we are supposed to be.