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Dear FutureMe, I am 17 year old, senior class, red hair, Spiderman obsessed you. I feel confident about how cool I look and how fun I am to be around. I doubt that things won't go my way since I'm not prepared for the future and I keep putting off preparing for it too. I'm excited that it's my last year and that I'm going to do practicum which is similar to an internship. I'm nervous that I won't meet all the standards and expectations that are set for me. My biggest goal is to get over awkwardness and expand myself for the future outside of high school. I worry things might fall apart if I slip up even once. My plans after graduation are to go to college, have jobs that I'm actually passionate about, and move to a place with nice views and acceptance for me. I hope I've become a person people look up to, an inspiring and nice role model. The people I talk to most is my best friend of 8 years and my friends I've made in my class periods. The person that inspires me most is my future self. I hope we're alright in the future.