today would have been his birthday but we don't talk anymore

I don't know, I think I still feel love for him, even after everything and as much as I'm grateful we aren't in contact at the moment, I still wish him all the best and hope he can overcome his trauma and be his best version and just be happy. And maybe we will meet each other again, perhaps I will reach out one day, I probably shouldn't. But I hope we both get to move on, and I think I have forgiven him and I hope he can forgive me for leaving him