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Dear future P, This one's the first of many letters I wish to write to you. You see I'm a bit free at present. Free in the way that I want sooo many things and I want to dooo so much, but I'm just winging it though. At present everything is soo unsure, I have no idea where I would be a few months from now. It terrifies me seriously. And I daydream a lot where I want to be. Everyone has always told me I have so much potential, but what if I'm not able to realise that potential. That terrifies me. Ugh I seem to be going down a spiral. Let me just stop this spiral here with the belief that hopefully I will have something figured out, even a little bit when this letter reaches you. Or should I say when I'm you. And even if you are at the same situation, even if you don't have things figured out, I want to tell you to not lose hope, to never stop dreaming big and hopeing for the best. We will figure things out. Everything will fall into place. What's meant for you will always find you and if it doesn't, you will find it. I heard something beautiful about hope today "The song of hope is still singing, it always is. Maybe you can't hear it at times because of your pain and suffering. But I hope someday you soon will" From Yours Very overthinking P (7 August '25 Thurs 17.48)