A letter from August 5th, 2025

Dear FutureMe,
happy 18th birthday, it's the age you never thought you'd made it too. i hope you're doing well, and you've finally got a ******* job lol, i've been searching dw. hope college is going well for you, last year was **** and still got lots of out standing assignments but oh well. hope mum is doing okay? and dad too? currently 13:57 and i'm sat in bed writing this to you, i can't believe you're 18 now. i don't want to grow up anymore. for years i wished that i could be older and i could do all this fun stuff but now im nearly there, i dont want it. in all honesty im afraid of growing up, im so use to being this miserable teenager and now im going to be an adult. i mean i know technically i am still a teenager but im officially an adult which is crazy to actually think about... i saw billie last month, it was absolutely insane and i miss it so much but cannot remember any of it, not because i was drunk or anything i just can't remember it. im pretty much it was due to the adrenaline. how is mollie doing? she's your bestfriend, has been for years and years! life's weird at the moment, i sort of feel stuck in a loop, i hope i make it out of it. how is the family? elizabeth, sam, harry and george? how are they doing?? i miss living with everyone, i hope you see them more than you do now. all i can hope for is that you're finally happy, please be happy. have a good day, you deserve it. 
happy 18th izzy.