A letter from August 4th, 2025

Dear FutureMe,
hi, how are you? today is exactly a week before your class. Did you survive? or did you stop midways? Today, we feel a little more down. I'm having doubts if I should continue—start this program. This isn't our dream, babe.  we chose this for practicality pero I didn't expect that this program would be super pricey gid. lmao. Practical tapos tourism? Yea, it's basically our fault. I feel like a burden. How am I gonna survive college when I don't even wanna be part of this program, plus I feel guilty for every expenses I will be spending throughout this journey.
I haven't even started yet I feel so tired already. Actually, as of this moment, we’ve made up our mind that we’re gonna shift or start over again this year. 
ayaw ko na, I’m so tired and exhausted :(. what about you? can you wait for a little longer pa, please? we’ll get there someday, ha? Please, don’t ever give up, no matter how hard the situation gets. 
Thank you for coming this far. I love you!