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Dear FutureMe, And so today, you have aced the RPSC ASO and AP exam — the very thing that once seemed like a lost ship to you. Do you remember what you thought of all this 6 months ago? It was suicide for you... wasn’t it? Or were you very wrong? You were. Because look at you now. You’ve come a long, long way. From a space where hope felt like fiction, and life felt directionless. Six months ago, you were exhausted — physically, emotionally, spiritually. You had no clue where to go, how to begin, or whether anything good could ever come again. You were scared to start from scratch, convinced that everything would crumble once more. You were settling for less than the bare minimum, unsure even of which pedestal you belonged on. But now — take a pause. Just breathe. Look around. Look within. You’re standing in everything you once cried for. You built the body you used to only visualize. You’ve created a life that feels balanced, stable, and yours. What was once overwhelming is now part of your daily routine — with ease, with grace. Academically, you’ve soared. The EO-RO prep that once baffled you — it’s now in your hands, fully mastered. Remember that day when you didn’t even know what "EO" meant? That very syllabus is something you now teach others how to crack. Your PhD? Going exactly the way you envisioned. Your research skills? Sharpened, praised, and now setting a standard. You’ve found rhythm in the chaos. Your outer transformation is just as real as your inner one — your hair, your skin, your presence — they reflect your discipline, your healing, your glow. The people in your life now are the right ones — true, grounding, nourishing. You’ve outgrown temporary attachments that once felt like lifelines. What once passed for connection has now been replaced with real, deep love. The kind of love you thought you’d never find — you’re living in it now. And your family — your biggest cheerleaders — they’re beaming. You’ve made them proud, truly proud, not just in accomplishments but in who you’ve become. Their smiles are wider. Their hearts, fuller. All because of you. And the best part? This is just the beginning. There are more milestones ahead, more chapters to write, and more magic waiting to unfold. But for now — pause. Pause, because 6 months ago from today, you sat in silence, praying — begging — for something to change. You cried, not knowing if it would ever get better. And today… you are blessed. Not just by grace, but by your own unshaken determination. By the blessings of Bade Maharaj Ji. By the strength you didn’t know you had. You’ve proven yourself wrong in the most beautiful way. And you’re just getting started. With pride, with love, Your Future Self