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Dear FutureMe, I'm so tired, it's 27 of July 2025 and my salary came in less than 3 days ago and it's finished . I just want a better paying job, I want to be able to comfortably do things for myself , I can't remember the last time I was able to afford a sweet treat for myself . I want a better job Jehovah Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. lm so unsure about a lottttt of things , I see people my age getting good jobs and getting married and traveling and having babies and I feel so useless and so stuck and so worthless . I hope I'm a years time I am engaged, with a muchhhhhh better job and a better frame of mind. I hope I receive this and cry tears of fulfillment and happiness .