A letter from August 2nd, 2025

Dear FutureMe, you know we're never good at these, but I want to start writing little letters to you about life and seeing in a year how I feel. so you're in a relationship. yes I know scary. it's getting serious, and you've said I love you to each other and you actually meant it. I think. it's still so early. but he met your mom and dad and sisters. so if he messes up remember how much you really didn't want to do it but did it bcs you wanted to experience a first. this was all an expirment at first, let my self fall in love and get heart broken. you met him at a bar, like I really thought he was gonna **** me over sooner but he's been going strong so now I'm scared, bcs just the thought of him cheating or ******* me over really send chills down my back I promise you. we've been together for about 2 months. yesterday he asked for a kid. I really got scared 😭. I think because I would give it to him but I want to be at my goal weight (160). right now youre currently 220 but you started the year at 300 so you're on track. anyways. today you are going to a lake day with him and his family. you've met his mom. you just met his littlest sister, you still haven't met the older one, but I'm scared cause if she doesn't like me then it's over...