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Dear Future Nice, You're living in a beautiful town in France in a serviced apartment downtown, you have the job of your dreams, your wages are well above average, and you're about to adopt a dog like you wanted. You're deeply sad though. Your husband lives in another country, and you wonder if that's really just for work. Your family loves you, but doesn't understand you, and you feel judged by them. And you seldom see them, as you've been living abroad for years. Your health has seen better days, as you take an antidepressant in the morning, three pills for diabetes throughout the day, iron supplements at night, and you carry an asthma inhaler in your bag. You're also allergic to the dog you're about to adopt, but your loneliness and pity for the dogs at shelters makes you persevere and adopt the dog anyways. I miss my father, even though I can barely remember him. I'm more forgiving to myself for not being a good daughter towards the end, but I'm more accepting of what happened. I'm also more spiritual now, and I believe more and more we'll meet again. I don't know why I am writing this, I'm saying anything inspirational, nor setting any goals. Maybe it's because i believe i am a manifester, maybe because the pills for depression have been slowly numbing my heart, ir maybe I'm running out of wishes because so many of them came through and it didn't make me particularly happy? I also don't know. But well, better shift the energy and write like the true manifester that I've always been. So first: you're 50 years old, but you are very healthy. You have two children to love and that love you and their father back. They are both happy and healthy. Secondly, you have your finances in order by now. 200k euros in the bank and 2 houses, so you have enough assets to retire with tranquility. Thirdly, your mother, brother, stepfather and nephews are alive and well, happy and enjoying life. You all continue to get along well. Moreover, you and your husband (either the one from now or another one) are companions, both love to travel together, eat out and dance the night away. You visited Asia, the Americas, and you've done cruise ship trips, this year you're traveling to Australia. Silver and Django are still alive and well and happy 5 years from now 🤗 enjoying walks, the sun, and treats. And so it is 🤗💓