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Dear FutureMe, Hey girl hey!! Idek how to begin this letter lol, but what’s up? Today is July 29th, 2025. Life updates that are currently happening: you have graduated with a Masters degree WHOOP WHOOP, you have about 180 unrestricted hours left for school and your job is making it very hard for you right now to get those hours, aaannndd that’s about it. Your life is pretty boring (as it’s always been). Right now you’re almost 3 years loc’d; do you still have your locs now?👀This year in April, you got diagnosed with autism and you’re still having meltdowns/breakdowns monthly due to this recent diagnosis. It’s been hard figuring out who you are without the constant masking and trying to navigate how to interact with others now. You’re trying really hard to be true to who you are, but after 24 years of masking, you don’t know if anyone will accept/believe the “new” you. It is very difficult living with an invisible disability and I wish that sometimes it was more visible so that I wouldn’t feel like I had to convince people that I’m autistic, you know? Well I hope in the future you’ve gotten more comfortable with being your true self out in public and that you’ve found people who love and accept you for you. How’s your job going? Do you still work at Blue Sky? Are you still single? (please say no🤞🏾) Do you have at least one good friend that understands you and that you actually make an effort to hang out with? Is Amber still with that knucklehead boy? (Name starts with an I🤫) Are BTS and Seventeen still together? What about the Jonas Brothers; are they still making music?! What is your current hyperfixation? At this moment, it’s word search puzzles and basketball (you’re still bitter about Tyrese Haliburton’s injury that cost us the 2025 NBA Finals championship btw😒) Ooohh what new Marvel movie has just been released/is about to be released? The last one that was just released at the moment of writing this was Fantastic Four and you ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT! Are you still living with the ‘rents? Has another Spider-Man movie come out yet? Did Zendaya and Tom Holland finally get married? Sorry about all of the questions girl, yk how we are. Well anyways, I hope you’re doing better mentally, physically, and emotionally than you are right now. You’re currently doing physical therapy for your right knee🙄Please please please take care of your knees so that you won’t have to go through this a third time. The loneliness and feeling that you’ll never find love get to you sometimes. You currently try to just block those thoughts out through music and television, like you’ve always done. But I really hope you’re happier now and that you have grown to love yourself more after the diagnosis. Whenever you feel lonely, just remember that God is with you always and that I understand you. You are worthy of love, you are valuable, and you are beautiful. He made you this way for a reason; please never forget that. You’re going to touch so many lives through your diagnosis, so never be afraid to talk about it and to ask for the help/accommodations you deserve. I love you, girl. I’m rooting for you always. Mwah❤️