A letter from Jul 26, 2025

to maya in 050926 …. if you’re reading this, i’m maya from 072725 … and kung hindi mo man maalala itong date na ‘to (sana oo) ito yung date kung kelan naging kayo ni lei, which i hope by now kayo pa rin. i’m writing this without knowing what i’ll be like next year, so hopefully, makasurvive ka (please, pakiusap) … and also i’m writing kasi 1 year na kayo ni lei! YAYYYYYYYY this will be the first time in a long time na someone has actually stayed sa’yo, without breaking up, and all that stuff na na-endure mo sa past relationships mo. if you both have made it this far, congratulations! 🥹 2025 maya dreamed of this happening, 2025 lei and maya wanted for this to happen. kung hindi mo naalala, may mga times wherein you’d just say kay lei “magtatagal kaya tayo?” … and kahit na ang sagot lang na kaya mong sabihin mo sa sarili mo ay “sana”, still, i know deep in your heart na gusto mong sabihin “gusto ko endgame na kita, lei” huhuhu 2 months pa lang kayo ni lei nung jul 2025 … imagine a year of you being tgt! 🥹 mwehahssuwhwbsbshahahs i don’t know talaga … a part of me wants to know and a part of me is scared in the future. pakiram*** ko kung mababasa mo man ‘to tas wala na pala kami, malulungkot ako, like super. ayokong maghiwalay kami ni lei, especially now na 11th graders kami. if you read this and you doubt yourself if you’re worthy of love. know that you are! … lei has shown you so much — beyond pa nga eh. and if ever you lose that spark of yours … remember lei. remember the only person you truly cared about. how you would tell her silly details about your life. how it’s genuinely your first time being vulnerable without having to limit yourself. lei is the reason why you survived 2025 kahit na july ko pa lang sinusulat ‘to. remember what you said when lei was the reason you became lighter — why your life became meaningful. kaya sana …. hays …. hanggang sana nalang muna ……….. sana kayo pa rin ha? 🥹 sana pinipili niyo pa rin ang isa’t isa. though i trust lei she won’t leave you, hindi tayo sigurado dun. what if ikaw ang umalis, diba? jusko maya from 2026 papatayin talaga kita kung nangyari yun. 😠 kainis ka! …. pero kung hindi naman heheheheeh KINILIG AKOOOOO >< don’t give up, okay! stay loving — stay you. since july ko ‘to sinulat …. magststart pa lang ako ng shs 😢 hay, sana kayanin mo, maya. i’m not expecting a lot, but i know you’ll do great :) i’m proud of you now, and forever. PLEASE SANA KAYO PA RIN NI LEI HUHUHUHUHU :(:(:(:(