A letter from Jul 23, 2025

Dear FutureMe, First,I wanted to greet you good morning. I know your past and present does not look good, or maybe just doing fine. I do really apologize for that. But I just want you to know that I am so proud of you because you have survived the challenges and struggles you experienced in this whole life. You may not have a good decision skills in the past as you make it out of emotion or impulse, but those decisions made you a better person. You really reflected for all of your mistakes. You have realized that everything happens for a reason. If it is not meant for you, do not be sad or frustrated because it is not the end of the world if something ends. I think you are now going to prepare for work because it is a long traffic. As for the weekend, you have stay at your bed watching videos on YouTube while eating and drinking your favorite snacks and drinks. You are now more controlled with you eat, and you exercise more than before. You don't spend your money on things you don't really need. However, you are still the same person listening to the same genre of music because of nostalgia. You miss your favorite songs and artists as you were having fun with the people you have met before online or in real life and they became your friends. You have time to spend time with others as much you have spend your time with yourself. You have no expectations anymore and you live the life you wanted. I am grateful that you are still here as much as your past and present does not want their selves to be alive. Hoping that in the next 20 or 30 years, you will be find the peace you are searching the longest time.