A letter from Jul 20, 2025

Dear Tan, happy new year girliee!!! ❤️❤️❤️ let’s recap the year together :) rn you’re lowkey hungover from last night 😭 we had about 15 shots in spoonss, aayushi anna laiba tamara and prana were with usss. we saw the river in greenwich, missed the fireworks 💀 and went to shettys house and met his friends for someone’s birthday and new yearsss. we took pictures in the toilets with some girlies from spooons 😂, got invited to the clurbbb but didn’t go lol. have we gone clubbing yet? whatever it is, we definitely need to have more nights out and fun like thattt. you got a forehead kiss from a guy 😂 and someone else walked you to the bus stoppp - it was his bday ;) and he hugged you byee. we smoked with some of the girlies too, all ik is it was a banging night and we DEFINITELY need more nights out like that in 2025!!! got home at like 5:30 - love that 🤣 crashed into bed and now we’re on a train to loughborough for the week 🤩 - girllll are we entering our travel eraaaa cuz i’m loving the lil adventures everywhereee. have fun and try everything mann, ur young and ur MEANT to have fun because to memories are so worth it 🫶 as of 202444, do we even remember anything rn 😭january-march you were just an academic weapon and i ******* love that for us ❤️ we worked hard and had fun and got closer with sabrina too :) such a blessed friendship honestly i love the journey of meeting people 🫶 it was rocky between me and tamara, we weren’t speaking and then we were and now it’s still weird between you guys - wtf is going on fr this better be sorted because it’s ridiculous. we also went to dubai and abu dhabi and it was SO GORGEOUS YOU WENT AGAIN FOR UR 21ST BDAYY YASSS QUEEEN. we also got closer with jack and it’s been such a blessing too. i hope the solidity in ur friendships with a lot of people remains strong and im blessing you with even more friendships like that 🤍❤️🤍❤️ summer was also so fun. just a lot of drunk karaoke, knee dislocations and sleepovers 😂 there was some iffyness with tamara and laiba tbh and there still is. me and laiba are gonna talk soon but i’m not really sure what’s in store for me and tamara. then there was laiba’s bday where we crossfaded and flippin hell - have we stayed away from that or tried again? im not gonna read too much of that because now its mid july and ur a manager at maccies and life is going spontaneously decently. ur planning italy with jackk and work has been nice since nadias been on holiday and youve been learning how to run shifts and be a mcmanager - ew - lol how is that going nowww?! youre also going back to uni in september which is excitinggg. ur friends are graduating and ur going to annas graduation tomorrow which is pretty cool but a little awkward since u n tamara dont talk - im assuming that this is still the case. i think its time to move on - cant be hung up o npast stories forever. how else will we make new ones? i hope the rest of this year is full of more blessings and beautiful adventures of growth. i already feel like ive matured and grown for the better - im genuinely proper proud of where we are right now even if this isnt what we panned out for us. and theres still so many exciting new things to happen in the future so lets keep optimistic. i don think ur deal with x has changed either. i think ur in love - or u were - and you need to ACCEPT that you and him arent the same people you were anymore. he has changed and so have you. he isnt the person you developed feelings for but youre hung up on him because you havent seem him change over the years just like he hasnt seen you change either. it would still be hella cool to meet him. are we ever gonna tell him? big question for another time. moving back onto the topic of uniii - youve just finished ur survey to pick ur topic for the dissertation - what did you end up doing it about?? girl lock in for uni hardtime. you seem to know what you want more even if it isnt 100% figured out - something hr and business related. AND ARE WE WORKING IN HEAD OFFICE WITH SOPHIA BC GIRL GET THAT EXPERIENCE RN!!! its literally what you became manager for. this is a big milestone for you so dont **** it up - dont be lazy and work hard. push yourself. i know that was a little harsh, but there cant be any rwason to slack this year so dont give yourself one. this degree comes before everything. speaking of milestones, hey miss. ihavealicensenow xxx CONGRATULATION SON PASSING DRIVING BECAUSE I KNOW YOU DIDDDD!!!!!!!!!! its booked for october 7th and i know you smashed it so slay u xoxox. its so werid how every year theres so much to say and so mucb changes but so many things also stay constant. life is funny. i hope you find laughter in every corner of the world always, you deserve happiness and so much more that there is to offer. your new relationships with people are a depiction of your self growth so be proud that you arent where you used to be and that your going somewhere even better. sabrina and jack where massive parts of this - theyve been good for you this year. its been nice seeing your friendships blossom and bloom. always so proud and joyful to see how life has changed again for you and who i will be talking to again next time. cheers to many more versions of us. no more grief, only celebrations of new us. love you always girl, hopw you know you deserve the nest and i always wish you the best too. love, younger tan xoxoxo ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️