A letter from Jul 18, 2025

Dear Future me, make sure you are alone please! hey. Currently I have a big problem. I was holding hands with Owen don’t know if you’ll remember him but turns out my mom saw. Little does she know we kissed. I lied and said it wasn’t me but she knows it was. Whoops. It happend July 16th 9 months after Liam died. I am a big secret directioner don’t think I still will be. I know Larry is real. I hope you’re doing great. Better than me. I stop cutting myself so that’s a plus but I have volleyball season in a month and everyone is gonna see my scars. I am gonna **** myself. I don’t think I’ll ever see Owen again but if I do I am gonna be super secretive. I don’t wanna see him again. I think im *** I have a crush on Kahli. I denied it for a really long time but I’ve come to the realization I do like her. I like her voice and the way she always wants to be touching me. I like that I tell her everything and I am never ashamed. Except for the part about me liking her. I hope this is a phase but when I think of my life I just wanna be with a girl. Not a masculine one I don’t like them. Every time I think of something relationshiply I wanna do it with a girl. I’ll have to kiss one to see if I like it more than Owen’s. Probably. I think I’m gonna end this I have a nail appointment and I still don’t know what design I want. I hope everything has worked out for you I love you stay safe baby girl.